A STRANGER

        

         A STRANGER 

There is a love I reminisce, 

          like a seed 

          I’ve never sown. 

Of lips that I am yet to kiss,

          and eyes

          not meet my own.

Hands that wrap around my wrists,

          and arms

          that feel like home. 

I wonder how I miss,

          these things

          I’ve never known.

― Lang Leav, Love & Misadventure  

19:28

Selamat malam,

Besok tes Tari Saman buat nilai semesteran pelajaran seni. Doakan kami, ya.

Anyway, hari Senin udah mulai UKK dan gue sama sekali belum ada persiapan. Masih bingung gimana cara ngatur waktu buat belajar. Rasanya waktu yang gue punya belum digunakan dengan semaksimal mungkin, masih banyak waktu terbuang--dibuang--secara percuma.

• 03.00 : Bangun, nggak jelas ngapain. Tidur-tiduran, ngelamun, buka Buzzfeed, ngerjain tugas kalau ada (kalau tugasnya perlu pake komputer sambil buka-buka Pinterest, dkk yang nggak penting dan ngabisin waktu)
• 05.30 : Mandi, beresin buku, sarapan
• 06.15 : Buru-buru berangkat
• 07.00 - 16.00 : Di sekolah. Sosialisasi, belajar, update info terbaru tentang apapun, baca novel atau nonton di tab, ngerjain PR yang nggak ngerti di rumah, kadang nggak tau mau ngapain jadi bengong aja dan bosen (padahal banyak yang bisa dikerjain)
• 17.00 : Sampe rumah, mandi, nonton tv atau ngapain gitu intinya gabut dan nggak belajar :(
• 19.30 : Tidur..............................................................

Yah, gitu aja sih. Gimana atuh ya? Kok rasanya hidup gitu-gitu aja...nggak banyak bermanfaat buat diri sendiri, apalagi orang lain.

Tapi kalau lagi rajin gue belajar kok, kadang-kadang sampai larut malam. Kalau nggak belajar, ngerjain tugas yang menurut gue tugasnya seru jadi niat banget dikerjain sesempurna mungkin. Kalau nggak dua-duanya, nonton...hehe. Tapi jarang kok nonton sampai pagi gitu, cuma Game of Thrones sama Sherlock aja, soalnya nggak sabar nunggu terlalu lama. Hehehe.

Ngedenger cerita temen-temen yang lain rasanya gue buang-buang waktu banget... Ada yang tidur cuma 5-6 jam sehari demi belajar. Ada yang bimbel sampe malem. Ada yang les privat di rumah. Lah, gue?

What is done is done.

Sekarang, belajar untuk disiplinkan diri sendiri. Buat tangga supaya bisa sampai ke lantai atas, atasnya lagi, atasnya lagi, sampai lantai paling atas. Siap?

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Some pictures from my room where I stayed a few days ago..

When I Grow Up

when i grow up

i want to be a forester

run through the moss on high heels

that's what i'll do

throwing out boomerang

waiting for it to come back to me

when i grow up

i want to live near the sea

crab claws and bottles of rum

that's what i'll have

staring at the seashell

waiting for it to embrace me

i put my soul in what i do

last night i drew a funny man

with dark eyes and a hanging tongue

it goes way bad

i never liked a sad look

from someone who wants to be loved by you

i'm very good with plants

when my friends are away

they let me keep the soil moist

on the seventh day i rest

for a minute or two

then back on my feet and cry for you

you've got cucumbers on your eyes

too much time spent on nothing

waiting for a moment to arise

the face in the ceiling

and arms too long

i wait for him to catch me

waiting for you to embrace me

So beautiful.

I thought she was going to jump.

Gravity

Jadi pengen lihat matahari terbit di bumi dari luar angkasa.

Btw, George Clooney-nya kok cuma sebentar? :(

Wide Eyes (shuffle poem game)

Wide Eyes

There are times that walk from you like some passing afternoon
Well, I know where you've been
Up with your turret

 Wait dear, a white horse is walking down my street here
And when I see you I really see you upside down
So this is what you meant
As I walk to the end of the line

Oh, some evil spirit (source: angryboar.com

• Wide Eyes - Local Natives
• Passing Afternoon - Iron & Wine
• Don't Make Me Sad - The Feeling
• Rosyln - Bon Iver & St. Vincent
• Stars And Boulevard - Augustana
• A Lack Of Color - Death Cab For Cutie
• It's Time - Imagine Dragon
• Blue Sky Collapse - Adhitia Sofyan

Diambil dari kalimat pertama lagu-lagu di atas.